My, my, my...

I never would have dreamed going to school full time would be more taxing than a full time job.  I guess that's because most jobs don't require you to keep working after you get home.  It's been rewarding so far though.  I suppose I'm really going to have to narrow down what career direction I want to pursue.  I'm in the Fine Arts program, and that's all well and good, but what does my future hold?  I hope to figure that out before I hit retirement age.  My biggest interest has always been in music, but can I really find something in this field I will be happy with?  I have so many interest and so many things I want to learn, it's hard choosing a single direction to go.  Though I'm happy I'm finally back in school and doing well, it's still a little depressing I waited so long.  I think of all the years I blew school off.  I could have had a Master's or even Doctorate by now.  I can't dwell on that, after all I can't change it anyway.  I will have to stay focused on the present and continue to push forward.  I need to find a way to better manage my time though.  I was just starting to break into new ground as far as my lyrics and music writing goes.  Now that I'm in school and taking care of other things, my days seems to be completely full.  It's very frustrating.  I have several songs started that I want to finish up.  Looks like I'm going to  have to get a planner and organize everything I do.  How sad is that?  Oh well, if it works I'll be happy.